I'm having a hard time with the diet right now. Not to say I'm not doing it. For some weird reason, my brain thinks it's missing out on something. I'm missing out on all the damn food, when in reality I will eventually be able to eat again. Not like I used to again. But have food. What's so bad about waiting for 6 weeks. Two of the phases down almost. I switch over again on Wednesday. YES MA'AM. MASHED FOOD! So exciting.
I have this paranoid fear right now. I'm afraid this is all the weight I'm going to lose. Surgeons will be like how did this happen? You had surgery right? I guess I'm just scared and don't want to hype too many expectations.
Today I FEEL lazy.