Countdown Starts Now / by Samantha Geballe

I've wanted to start a blog for some time now. Today is the day that I finally find the courage to do so. Today is day one. 

I'm having surgery on the 1st of December. Gastric-bypass surgery. I feel so scared. I feel as if I'm going to cave from the stress. Inwardly I scream, I'm not ready! But honestly, I don't think I will be entirely ready for something like this. Ever. 

Photography feels like it is slipping through my fingers. I don't know what to shoot. I feel like I've gone into documentary mode. Just have to do it I guess.

NEVER STOP SHOOTING SAM. NEVER. IT ALL MATTERS. 

Let me make this clear to myself. No more woe is me. Knock it off, Sam.